Note: My 2011 self wrote this. It is selectively
preserved for historical interest and amusement from a lot of similar,
chronologically nearby posts. That’s all. I am not as angsty any
more.
So. I was hoping I could blog for once without predictably explaining
something about how this doesn’t mean anything about future posts or
activity or anything, but apparently I can’t get started without a lame
start like this.
Eight months have passed since I started my fight with leukemia. Yes
it has been a rough eight months, full of unpredictable pain, nausea,
diet restrictions, and freakishly-sized needles.
I’ve been waiting for I don’t know how long for everything to go back
to “normal”, but now that I look back I can no longer imagine the idea.
The world, outside, still seems to be rushing at its insane pace towards
maximum chaos. Economic and natural crises still seem to be always
around the corner. But in here, in the hospital ward, or at home, it’s a
really different feeling. I feel completely disconnected. Nothing
changes; every day is waiting, waiting, waiting for the future, for a
better moment or feeling or achievement.
For what, really?
Note: This post is backdated. I am writing this post
in 2018 because, as part of the Big
2017 Remigration, I have decided to delete most of the posts because
they were too embarrassing and sparse on information, but figured I
might keep a rundown of the highlights.
2010, on this blog:
Note: This post is backdated. I am writing this post
in 2018 because, as part of the Big
2017 Remigration, I have decided to delete most of the posts because
they were too embarrassing and sparse on information, but figured I
might keep a rundown of the highlights.
2009, on this blog:
Note: My 2009 self wrote this (except for the
insertions by my 2013 self). It is preserved for historical interest and
amusement, and does not reflect my current beliefs or attitudes.
Strange things:
Note: My 2009 self wrote this. It is preserved for
historical interest and amusement only, and does not reflect my current
beliefs or attitudes.
Somehow my cousin deleted the Eragon game from his PSP. Ah well, it
was fun while it lasted. Current project: get that secretary-problem
paper done. It looks much nicer now, due to the references and big bold
titles.
Note: My 2009 self wrote this. It is preserved for
historical interest and amusement only, and does not reflect my current
beliefs or attitudes.
Now and then I find myself lapsing into a bunch of 42-related
questions. The most recent occurrence was the day before yesterday, and
I decided that the meaning of life is to find your meaning of life.
Since that would tautologically entail that I had already completed my
meaning of life, I decided to reject it, even though it has a pretty
nice ring to it. Some goals:
Note: My 2009 self wrote this. It is preserved for
historical interest and amusement, and as a testament to how far I’d go
to typeset math equations in ASCII art.
I have just come back from a week of continuous mathematics, board
gaming, and hitting people with sticks to ensure that they get up in
time. Yippee! Those problems sure do get around.
Sample problem: This problem rocks!
Note: My 2009 self wrote this. It is preserved for
historical interest and amusement only, and does not reflect my current
beliefs or attitudes.
I’m reconsidering. It’s not that boring. LOLZ. There it goes
again.
Particulars… well, I got to play my cousin’s PSP. It was an instant
like the instant when I saw the Krusty Kreme shop during our visit to
Indonesia (shoot, my mouth is watering again), I found a very
interesting game logo. A shining blue lowercase E. Most people would
think of the Internet Explorer logo. But obviously, Microsoft is
probably not affiliated with Nintendo or whatever company made PSPs;
even then you can’t play Internet Explorer.
Note: This post is backdated. I am writing this post
in 2018 because, as part of the Big
2017 Remigration, I have decided to delete most of the posts because
they were too embarrassing and sparse on information, but figured I
might keep a rundown of the highlights.
2008, on this blog:
Note: My 2008 self wrote this. It is selectively
preserved for historical interest and amusement from a lot of similar,
chronologically nearby posts. That’s all.
I have a life and I still don’t know what to do with it. I like
making powerpoints, programming, typing tests, made-up hyperbolic IQ
tests, Gmail, and odd things.
All that animation has gone to my nerves. And Bookworm Adventures
pining. Best word so far: VORACIOUS, which earned me a blue gem tile,
which froze somebody. I want to design games for PopCap too, because
then I get to play the ones they already have for free.
Lolcode: